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yrstdae ws a total tiring dae. u wouldnt wanna imagine hw tired i am. well, morning2 hd to wke up earli 4 morning bnd. n i actuallie wke up earlier den i should b. suprising actuallie. okie. soo, i went out of hse rather earli soo dat i could b there earli. bt i end up lte due to waiting 4 bby darlz to arrive. pfft. had to play NA n skool song 4 de 1st tyme in front of de skool. den off bck to bnd room. briefing by leaders. n gt lte 4 class. n it ws ms NG class. gt lil scolded. hmm. soo it mths eng mt. at exact 1010am. i ws excuse 4 class. due to sec 1 orientation. 12+ perform at hall. lil break 4 ourself. den bnd prac all de wae. gahhh! damn tired sey. btween those tyme. there ish sme misunderstanding here n there. conflict n all. haiyaaa. stress sey. hd a pleasent dinner w/ bby darlz n off went hme. i slept earli ystrdae due to tiredness.

2dae, i went out of hse 5mins earli den usual. n i thougth it ish still dat earli. soo i walk very slowli. tke mie own swit tyme. hehe. reach skool. 1st person i met ish "ACTION" hehe. i LOVE hym lh. lolz. den i met syayiie. okie. de 1st thing we tok ish bout POA class. yiipiie! we sme class lh. okie. den she ask 4 newspaper. funnie lh her. keut too. hehe. soo at parade square. i sat in btween faana n ihah. crazy! n partner should b sitting bside ush. bt she hve to mve infront. pfft. lesson as pernormal. SS phy mt recess ma EL chem. El lesson i find it fun bcoz mie n faana nvr pay attention. soo we tok bout our memorise w/ 3a1. esp de crazy part bout de AVON thingy, [nme] bite finger n mani mre. lolz. bt de funni part ish when we rewind bck bout our memorise of falling down. faana fall down during pe lesson when she wanna go up de stairs. lolz. while mie fall down due to de stupid umbrella in class. walao! funnie sia. luckily nvr kena caught laughing out loud. wakwakwak. aftr skool. canteen. lil mad w/ [nme]. pfft. total pissed mie off. thought of went hme w/ bby darlz. bt end up we went to KFC. doo wat? did sme of our hmewerk there. laugh here n there. n nt 4geting i shed mie tears there when de radio tunned up de song [T-shirt-shontelle][no promise-shayne ward]. i cried sia. okie. there ish a reason bhind it. gahhh!

dis few daes i've feeling very de sad. am i a gerlfren dat should b ignored n felt soo de useless? am i a gerlfren dat should b left out? am i? if yesh, pls tell mie. n pls bby darlz, should i reallie gif hym a chance when he didnt even gif mie a chance to ... haiyaaa. i jst donnoe where do i reallie went wrong. n wat wrong hve i dne to hym. n out of sudden it turned out dis way. gahhh! idk lh. wat should i doo? gif hym a chance? u sre or nt? haiz. [sad]