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sun, mie 1st plan ws to go to de lib w/ [hym]. bt end up, he sick. okie nvm. get well soon. soo i plan w/ darlz go to de lib since i gt hmewerk to b done. n soo i plan w/ ihah. met up darlz. went lib. den doo hmewerk. met ihah. goo KFC eat. den off mie n darlz go support de dancers. i gt mcg 4rm abgkush. n he also cming down to watch. n soo we met. n okie. i mish hym sey. okie2. we sat near de stage. cool view! guess who ish de host. [waiting] drum rolles. SHEIK HAIKEL! super cool huh? yessa! i had tons of fun watching de performance. ouhk boi! n there ish dis super paisey part. when host actuallie asked de audience to actuallie put up their hands w/ a peace sign. n soo. i did. bt guess he didnt saw mie or wat. he sae "ehk sista, where ish ur peace?" n show to hym. n he sae "sista. cme on. dnt be dead." fcuk sia. paisey sey people look at mie. okie shuts. den look at dem dance mke mie wanna dance. stop dreaming! big congratz to funky groove clinched 1st bt didnt manage FLY to las vegas. dnt sad2 aitez. big smile. went bck hme w/ darlz while abgkush went bck w/ shaz. reach hme 10+. went to slip arnd 12+.

mon, stayed at hme doing e-learning. im being a good gerl. big smile. den chat w/ mie beloved people. n yesh [someone] reallie fall for mie words. hehehe. [someone] asked mie "u nvr go skool" n i replied "i cabot skool" haha. [someone] being a CLEVER gerl actuallie think dat i cabot skool. lolz. cn i laugh? okie2. den arnd 1.40. being a good daughter to actuallie fetch bro. big smile. bt super irritating. sheesh. kept on running arnd. wahhh! den ask mie to buy bubbletea smemre. bt still i bought 4 hym. hmm. den in de bus going bck hme. he ish lyke a lost monkey searching for BANANA. dats hw noisy n hyper he ish. bt i jst ignore n jst listen to mie mp4. lolz. n yesh! i 4got to tell u guyz wat happen when i at lil bro skool. for ur info, its pioneer pri. okie. soo as i ws waiting. a group of pri gerl walk infront of mie. n im glad dat im nt shorter dem. lil bro ran 2wards mie. n a pri gerl walk infront of mie. n guess wat? she ish taller den mie. omg! n when i ask lil bro. he said dat gerl ish pri 4/5. ohh gosh! mie height ish at pri 4/5. wth! n soo i mke a TOOT face n walk off. dotdotdot. reach hme. ran bck to comp. n continue doing. at 4+. i took a nap. n im awke arnd 5+. den continue till 7+. took mie dinner. did mie last werk. n watch tv. at 11.30 den i slip. hehe. tired.

2dae, i wke up early. bt i went out 4rm hse arnd 6.50. hehe. too tired to go out earli. walk to skool. reach skool. n 1st person i saw ish Mr Action. bt i nvr tok to hym. sad. sat at parade sq w/ darlz. dotdotdot. went bck to class. n jyeah. another warm dae in class. 2dae i felt uncomfortable in class. n i couldnt get mie attention to mie SS test. omg. im gonna flung dis test man. shit! bt aftr SS period. im getting lively. being pay attention in other period. bt when it cmes to eng. mie eyes jst too heavy to stay awake. n soo i went toilet w/ mie dearest. den chem lesson. im awake agaen. pay attention to wat tcher teach. aftr skool. tok w/ mie firra darlinx bout her prob. n dnt sad2 aitez. okie. soo darlz didnt went bck w/ mie. sad plus angry at 1st. bt nvm. she wanna hv her fun w/ her baby. if she's hapiie. den i will. soo i went bck w/ mie dear. okie. he ish super crazy. hmm. kept on disturbing mie. tickle mie. pock mie. touch mie neck n ear. okie. dat ish mie sensitive parts. n dis 1 part. he poke mie n i shouted. ohh boi! mke mie felt soo de paisey. sheesh. dear send mie hme. n yesh. im hme safeli. thankiie dear! n pls. no mre ghost story. olriite. hehe.

mie dear frewnz, i jst donnoe wat i went wrong till u hve to treat mie lyke dis. wat i've dne wrong. cn u show mie de light to ur darkness. to brighten up ur heart w/ frewnship. haiz. tried toking to u. yet, u ignore mie. thankiie! i've patientli waiting 4 ur smile. yet, u still gif mie dat pathetic look. pls, gif a chance to held ur hand n sae sowie. come on. tell mie! hw long mst i wait. i will. daes? weeks? months? worst still. years? i dnt mind waiting. bt cme on. jst gif mie 1 chance to speak w/ u. n tell u hw much important. u in mie lyfe. n hw much i mish spending mie tyme w/ u. n i reallie hpe u read dis. n reflect hw much i need u. please.

did i change? wats wrong w/ mie? tok to mie people. hv i change? change in good wae? or bad? tell mie. hv i been treating u all riite. or 1 freaking suck. tell mie. i need ur ans. please. i felt bad for wat happen to people around mie. hv i bcome a selfish gerl to u people? reply mie!! ahhh! [shout] y everything goes wrong around mie. [crying]