well, im still sad. i cnt actuallie believe dat im olread a senior to de band. wahhh! dis ish sad. i used to be de 1 saying "thank u tchers n seniorssss". bt nw. i guess. i wont be saying "seniorsss" animre. instead, dey will be saying it to mie. haiz. sad. sad. hmm.

i wanna sae big thankiie to qiqi, shiyun n cynthia. 4 giving mie gifts. n to de rest, 4 de hugs n wishes. i love u man! goshh! its reallie hard to sae "goodbye" to dem. bt i hve to.

friday, morning2 must reach band room. bt i reach band room late. n soo, when i step in. i saw de sec 1s n bandmates getting ready. set up instru. n every1 hs to go to de foyer. every1 were all stand/sit in their own cca. n soo, we hv to play national antheme plus skool song. den there ish a speech dne by mr harris, mr Ee, amalina n mr dan koh. while dey hving speech. i ws smiling2 at hunney. hahax. he mke stupid faces n laughing2. okie2. den dey gif badges to de new leaders. *claps* hehe. hunney took de badges soo keut. olriite2. shutz. n soo aftr all those claps. we were given 10 mins w/ our cca. n soo every1 went bck to band room. n yesh. when aqilah n anderson give de slash to fadly n keeyan[new BM n DM]. i cried. omg! haha. im touched seeing dem. damn! n when mr lau ws toking. tears flow. ohh gosh! its soo embarassing. den, shiyun mke mie laugh when she sae. 'dis ish de 1st part den later at class, 2nd part. ...' wat she means ish dat. im crying 4 de 1st part. den i stop. den i continue crying de 2nd part which ish at class. okie. she ish true. soo, when we sent bck to class. i cried. n every1 ws lyke asking y i cried. dey jst nt into their cca. dats de y. den dearest also cried. n soo de both of ush cried 2geta. den when i stop. she continue cry. den when i cried. she stop. funni sey. hehe. smemre we sat 2geta. hahax. dats swit. den did reflection. we took class photo outside class. den went to hall. bcoz gt IFD.[international friendship day]. soo jyeah. bowing. watch de pupil present their country n all. den dey release ush. den went bck hme. alone since darlz went hme w/ her baby.

when reach hme, quickli get ready stuff. den when clock reach 1.15. i go mit darlz under mie blok. n yesh. i kept on going up n down. bcoz i kept on 4geting 2 bwing stuff. soo i hve to go bck n forth. den bused to skool. go to de toilet to changed. bt de toilet ish wet. soo, we changed at class 2a3. hehe. at 1st we wnt to changed at hunney classroom. bt couldnt lock. n de door kept on open. sheesh. soo change class. n end up we changed at class 2a3. den as we were changing. soo de sudden de door ws open. n i ws changing infront of de door. n guess who?? hehe. its de auntie. i scream sey. its lyke soo de shocking sey. n im lyke half naked. u wouldnt wanna knoe. den dotdotdot. we're dne. den off we rushed to band room. since we r olread late. den most of de pupils r ready. hehe. den we start practicing de 2 piece. n soo de sudden. shiyun issued out a rose. n i ws lyke. okie. wat ish dat rose 4. n soo she gve it to mie. i ws lyke burst into tears. omg! its lyke. soo swit sey. n i reallie thought its lyke fake rose. bt in actual fact. its a real rose. omg! i reallie burst into tears. n every1 ws lyke. "ehk! aini! dnt cry." bt tears flow soo fast. omg! speechless sey. damn! all i cn doo ish sae thankiie. omg! den mr goh kol mie. ask mie to issue out score. n yes. dats mie last tyme. issuing out de score. sad. deden when dey play. i quickli place de troblerone n de badge. behind dem. at their chair. n soo. i asked dem nt to look behind nt unless i sae 1, 2, 3. soo i sae. "1.. 2.. 3..!" den, dey looked. n dey look soo hapiie. im glad dat dey r hapiie. dey were lyke "omg! aini! its soo nice." farah, "ahhh! pink!" lolz. dey thankiie mie. hw swit. hehe. im nt sre if its daryl or chunkiat sae "ehk! i wanna changed to f.horn lh! i wanna get lyke dem." i jst smile n laugh. den. we hve a bweak. we start camwhoring. n den we ate our lunch 2geta. yumyum. den continue camwhore. aftr bweak. every1 asked to go n tke picz w/ de whole bnd. n yesh. its fun n crazy! den we hve to go to de waiting room. to wait 4 de speech day to start.

speech day hs started. n we hv to wait 4 our turn to go on stage. wait n wait n wait. den when our turn. wow! its amazing! every1 played their very best. omg! i lyke. we played w/ feelings. hehe. den aftr we performed. we rush bck to band room. den wait 4 debrief. den we headed to gallery. n watched de other performance. nice! den when de performanced ish all over. shiyun n farah brought mie to de canteen. i hve no clue. den dey stop at 1 spot. i ws clueless. n i ws lyke. "what?" den dey point at dis 1 direction. n i ws lyke "wat?" den i look properly. ITS QIQI!! omg! i ran to her. n hugged her damn bad! omg! n i start crying. n hugged her tightli sey. [lyke mother lost her child. n finally get 2geta] dat bad okie. n all her frewnz lyke looking at mie. hahax. soo de paisey! den qiqi open her bag n issued out a tigger pillow. [above] omg! i hugged her. n den hugged de pillow. n i jst kept on crying. den her frewn, [de tall guy] stand n lyke wanna hugged mie. n he sae. "cannot hugged u luhh" den layyen n all mke jokes. n we start laughing n all. hahax. im soo gonna mish her. she prank mie sey. b4 de speech day start. she mcg mie dat she cnt cme. bt den prank mie. n she cme. omg! thankiie very much luhh! i love you. den we headed bck to band room. aftr saying goodbye to dem. den at band room. mr goh n kak syab tok to ush. den aqilah n anderson. den de keeyan n fadly. n i issued de "top" choco n lollipop to de juniors. ain't i swit. hehe. i mean. every juniors! big smile.den aftr dat. every1 asked mie to gif a speech. bt i jst sae "NOO" and "LATERR". trying to avoid actuallie. hehe. n soo de leaders let dem goo bck. n left w/ sme bandmates. n we were lyke crying n hugging. ohh gosh! its jst soo hard. n yesh. i did cried. yesh i knoe. agaen! hmm. bt its diff okie. cynthia gve mie a note w/ lollipop. n soo, shiyun n farah ws lyke. "aini. dnt leave ush!" sad. den i cried. n dey were lyke. "i feel lyke crying". n soo, i said to farah. "u dnt cried! u wearing mascara n eyeliner. u cnt cry." n her eyes olread teary. n its saddest mie. reallie! its lyke, i've nvr mke dem cried. n soo, i hugged dem. group hug! den i went to de store room w/ darlz. we changed. when i went out 4rm store room. i saw shi yun crying. n i donnoe y. bt i laugh. i sae"huh? u cry! omg. u cry" n she start laughing. okie. den i gve amirul, hakim, keeyan n mani mre a hug. seriousli. im sad 2 see hakim. he felt soo sad. omg. mie heart sank when i look at hym. n i sae. "dnt sad okie. we will olwaes b there 4 u. nt too  worri." n he wnted a hug. soo i gve. hw swit! sad. den we off. walk hme w/ darlz. reach hme. i quikli ask ibu to do de rose. i mean goo place de rose inside a bottle of water n placed smewhere. den hv a dinner. den daryl n weiliang mcg mie. very swit okie. mke mie sad. den off i went to slip.

sat morning, i ws at hme. n since ayah sent bros to tuition left mie n ibu. while ayah go werk n kak go her poly. hmm. den waited till bros cme hme. den get ready to go out. go to relative hse. bcoz gt dis ceremoni thingy. at there, i gt no one to hang out w/. soo i sat w/ all de nenekz. hehe. i doo hv lotsa fun. kinda! den uncle sent ush hme. den went online. i chat w/ hunney. 4 awhile onli. sad. den dotdotdot. went slip.

2dae, de whole dae at hme. hmm. bowing. n soo, i start revising. n did mie maths hmewerk. den i n mie sis play dis "kareoke party" hahax. its fun. n i laugh mie ass off. n sing de song. hahax. it sucks! n i laugh very hard sey. hehe. n im still nt finished w/ mie hmewerk! better finnished it nw. or else ... hmm.

n i will be cming bnd prac 2morroe. n yesh! mit bandmates 2morroe. aitez! big smile.

NiiNii3. believe mie, im gonna mish u!