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everything happens all bcoz of reason. n every reason hv its own purpose. dats 4 sre. well, i dnt wish to see people around mie sad. noo pls! i love dem. n all i wsnt ish happiness 4rm dem. nt a fake 1. bt a super duper big smile 4rm dem. n i wanna see dem happie lyke dey use to. noo mre sadness. tears. or wat soo ever. its jst happiness. cn those daes cme bck?? just 4 mie?? hmm.

i hd an exhausted dae today. ask mie why. [why aini?] hahax. bcoz im all tired. i wke up as per normal. n at 11+. goo jogging w/ ibu. since ibu wnt to get fit. soo i jst accompany ibu den. good daughter! otw walking. ibu shoe bcome a crocodile shoe. tapak kasut tercabot setengah. i laugh hard. pity ibu. bt she jst continue still. hahax. hw keut! lolz. we jogged 1 round. den off went hme. get all change to mit darlz. den off went to de lib. saw ibu darlz at lib. den off we settle down at 1 place. n start doing our revision. nt long aftr. i sae ihah n her frewn. ask dem to join ush. n soo de join along. den dotdotdot. ct n kak fahizah join along. den it get all kecoh when every1 start to joke around. i cn sae dat our group ish de most noisiest. hahax. bt darlz mish de fun as she went to de 2nd level w/ reeza. den dey all went hme. xcept ihah mieself n dee. angha n bby cme. n jyeah. lil noises cme 4rm ush. den smething happen. haiz. den every1 went hme. i stayed w/ bby 4 awhile. we tok things out. n yesh. i hd a great tyme w/ bby. big smile. den went hme. reach hme arnd 7+. i ws alone at hme. hmm.

darlinx, all i ever wnt 4rm u. ish ur swit smile. n nt de fake smile dat u put on everydae. u trying to keep those each dae. n pretend dat everything ish perfectli fine. eventhough its nt. u hv face alot of pressure 4rm diff people. n telling bout all dis. get all pestered by along. n soo on n soo forth. i knoe u've been a strong gerl. been patient handling all dis. bt u cnt jst goo on w/ ur wae. smetyme u might wanna try out de other wae. bt no one cn ever force u to doo so. nt unless its u, urself. i will still be there 4 u. gifing u every lil thing u need. ill try mie best to gif u those. bt i will sre support u 4rm bhind. gif u a hand when u need. gif u a warm hug to cool urself out. in de min tyme. jst put those aside n carry on w/ those revision. i wanna see u succeed. noo mre tears mie dear! i love you.