you are the real reason why i stay

im wondering why do people took a short time to even think over. when they knew that they are the reason why it end up being regrets. if you wish that it will stay forever. why don't you just think over it once again before it comes to an end. you might want to predict the future before it happens so soon. i dont wish to see any tears flows down your cheek. and thats the reason why i need you to trust on me. will that do?

day by day, my rate of enjoyment decrease. i want to go out. yet, i felt back because i had this mindset that. if i go out, i will spend my money. but if i stayed at home. i get all bored. pathetic much! what should i do?? any comments. hmm.

yesterday, i didnt get to fetch bby due to stupid reason. i know you know ehk bby. hmm. i stayed at home. doing idk stuff. trust me, i did this and that at home. yet, none kills my boredness. pfftz. im having a crazy day, bby can still go vivo with his friends. without me some more. pathetic betol! so, after i had enough of it. i asked bby to slacked with me. terbang luhh ehk. hehe. slacked. since bby had to go home. go home luhh kn. hmm. normal routine. pfftz.

today, another boring day! sungguh bosan. same old routine. pathetic much. omg! you dont want to know whats my same old routine. pfftz. and jyeah. today i didnt mcg bby that much. why? i also donnoe. moodswing? maybe. lazy? i think. i donnoe luhh. but what ever it is. sowie yerr. big smile. hmm.

u people reliased that i've grown fat in such a short period of time, right? i know! im fat right now. who should i blame?? hmm. bby!! yes. bby's fault arh. huhuhu. kidding! its my fault luhh. hehe. as you can see. i easily get all bored. and whenever im bored. i'll rush to the kitchen and grab any foods that i saw. terok kn. hahax. i know! but what to do. whats more. i didnt exercise. thats the reason why everything change into fats. stupid right? indeed! and you know what. yesterday, there is this show "lose to win". bby asked me to watch it. soo jyeah. i watched it. omg! got to change. i dont want get super fat. nanti mataer aku lari kn bby!

dee, no worries okie dear. you know amnie's and angah and gf's love story is different than you and afeeq's love story. but that doesnt mean that everything is perfect. perfection doesnt matter in love. its the matter of how you love each other. love story has the upsie and downsie. if there is no upsie and downsie. you can get bored with it. but if there is. you must know how to protect your love. probably much, when we have a new boify. we intend to forget bout friendship. hopefully that doesnt happen to us. because you know what. im going to be there for you and support you. and hopefully you do. okie? i didnt want to see any tears and thats the reason why im protecting you, dear. big smile.

P.S. i get to meet bby tomorrow and have lotsa fun.

P.S. i can't wait for the sentosa outing!! woots.

NiiNii3. dont you wish to have me?