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i've never wanted to erase you. but it looks like i've no choice but to do so. because you're being so cruel towards me. and you should know what you've done, right. so please, there's no need for me to elaborate any further. so just buzz off, will you? thank you very much!

sorry if i didnt update my blog that often. the reason is so simple. want to know? okie. simply LAZY oii! huhuhu. i've became like a fat-lazy pig. kn, bby? hahax. so jyeah. let me update everything bout what i've done for the past few days aitez. okie. but if you think that you don't wish to know bout it. you may want to skip it. alright? big smile.

well, obvious enough. my weekdays has always be rotten at home. not really rotten. but i did my housework and chores all done. then i slacked. but wed till fri, i get to meet bby!! woohoo. spending time with bby was just so amazing. no kidding! joke here and there, story-telling, laugh and many more. it was just amazing. ouhk jyeah. on thurs, couziie nabelle came over my house after school. slacked at home for a while. at lunch and off went to JP. accompanied her to buy her stuff. seriously, i miss shopping! huhuhu. then off to banquet. she's hungry!! huhuhu. talk and talk and talk, laugh and laugh and laugh. then bby fetch. and off slacked with bby. fri, after i did all my chores and all. meet bby and we walk2 and bused to ehem ehem. and slacked. and bused home. sat, accompanied ibu to JP. at first, i wanted to go there just to watch the spore idol. but, when we reached there. it was super crowded. and so, i made a decision to just follow ibu buy the groceries at NTUC. i got to push the trolley. wheee! but it was super heavy sey. hmm. met ayah and bros at there. and off we went to eat our lunch at KFC. [mengemokkan aku ajer] huhuhu. after that trained home. padahal satu station jerk. huhuhu.

today, i slacked at home only. boring? indeed! but bby has lighten up my day by mcg-ing mie and keep me accompanied. thank you!

im worried and sad right now. haiz. and its all because of you, a girl who called me pompan sundal. i scared if she snatched bby away from me. and the way she mcged bby. omg! i know she has this evil mindset. its either wanting to drift me and bby apart. or, to snatched him away. but i trust bby wont fall for her moron words. hopefully! negative thoughts has been playing around my head. what is she up to, man? tsk. tak boleh tengok aku ngan mataer aku senang perr. sheesh. go and get another guy, will you? he's no longger yours, bitch!! so just shoo away, will you? urggh!

dee, i know that you're sad right now with the whole situation. hmm. no more tears okie bie. you know, i can always be there to be your listening ears and be a story-teller to entertain you. huhuhu. but jyeah, even if you come to mie when you're in need. i don't mind dear. because i know, i can't give what your bestie can give to you. but im glad that you're my friend and still be my love ones. big smile. it worth our time. our 3years of friendship. but even so, im not replacing you kie. no worries. you can count on me, bie. if you need, i'll be there for you. okie. no more tears!! give me a BIG BIG SMILE. no more fake.

im greatful to have you beside me. and always there for me. without you, im useless, lonely and probably not worth in this world. but, you erase those words and you make me become a great person. and you are the reason why i stayed strong here. i thank you for the time you spend on me and those memories. and for sure, i'll treasure you for the rest of my life. because you make me stay strong in this world. iloveyou, ibu!!

i had an outing with my LADIES tomorrow. but im not sure if i want to go or not. how? i got no *kachingkaching*. yet, i want to spend my day with them. i really missed them. but how? [thinking] hmm.