caught you in my lips

sorry lovely people. i know i've been skipping my update lately. well, simply lazy or busy. thats all i can say. but all this while my day ain't so happening at all. plain and dull day, indeed. simply no fun into it. no happyness. weird, but true. i just want to spend my day with [♥]. yet, i couldn't make myself free. how great is that. date me out, people! i get all bored at home, you know. pfftz.

my dinner date with [♥] and family is just too amazing. but theres some parts kills my mood. you wouldnt want to know. certain people knew bout it. reason? i dont wish to remember bout it and get myself moodless. you want me to smile and happy? dont ask. thankiie you! end my day with them around 10plus pm. [♥] sent me home. i thankiie them for the lovely food and treat. yet, i only ate 75% of my food and 3 out of 11 dishes. and im full.

went to wedding ceremony with family. i wore purple skirt, white long sleeve and purple skarf. ibu say i look gorgeous. lolz. where did i get those gorgeous looks from, right. huhuhu. okie shutz. trained to yio chu kang and bused to the place. dotdotdot. and something crazy happens. kendarat boys start flirting with me. funny? yes! interested? NOO! pfftz. crap oii! these guys kept walking infront of my table. nothing to do is it? sheesh. and when im done with my food. somehow i saw those boys were practically on time to grab my plate. funny kn? but flirtish indeed! and when we're heading out of the place. all eyes on me. i mean it. felt rather uncomfurtable.and just walk off.

ibu : dek, ko try senyum pat dorg.

me : buat perr? tk kuaser arh nk senyum pat dorg. senyum pat kambing pon cantik.[laugh]

ibu : alaaa, maner tau budak tuhh suker pat ko.

suker? pfftz. wait long long luhh yerr boys! huhuhu. then bused and trained home.

went out with dee. accompanied me window shopping. great or what. we wasted our transport fare to get nothing. but the actual fact im searching for a skirt for "going to be" job.but its no where to be found. hmm. whatever! buying you real soon, skirt.

my tears nearly shed when i had a story-telling with dee bout 'you know i know, everyone don't knoe'. but yet, i hold on to my tears. cause 'big girls don't cry'. huhuhu. crap shit!

slacked with [♥] and peazal yesterday. and yes. trust me, they are funny. huhuhu. peazal left us. soo jyeah. normal stuff were done. jokes, laugh, story-telling and more. and yet, yesterday ain't that fun. because [♥] acting weird. no reason. hmm. whatever. still loving him. thats right! but when we otp-ing at late night, had a little arguement bout [someone]. gosh! didnt talk to him till today, afternoon. i can't stay mad at him forever right. huhuhu.

P.S. i miss abg maman badly. chat with him just now. gosh! it has been months since i met him and contacted him. rindu dyer tauu! hmm. we actually exchange stories. and jyeah. he is attached to a gorgeous lady. woots! last long aye, abg! sayang abg maman.

P.S. i miss my lovey-dovey girlfriend badly. especially khaliesah. omg! i want spend a day with you. can? sad. meet you real soon kie sweet! stay strong aitez. and get well soon. big smile.

i miss everyone! can we meet up and spend our time together and just us only. saddening.

well, my results are in a week time. gosh! sec 5 or ITE? decision should be made. but not sure of what is the best. ohh dear. but what the heck! my whole worries is my result. everyone have faith in me. but what bout myself? hmm.

sorry if my post is preety long and dull. more pictures should upload. but no time. i find a time for you people to see my tons of pictures aitez. big smile.

NiiNii3. small girl has a small heart that easily get hurt.