hey-to-the-HOO, people! hehe. im super bored. so, to kill my boredom. lets talk okie. goodie!

this few days, i get to spend time with [♥]. we spend our quality time together at our usual place. well, we just couldn't bare our "missed sickness". so, the only way to cure it is to meet luhh kn. so jyeah. even if we meet for a few mins, its better than nothing, kn? but what the heck. ilovehim. huhuhu.

saturday was my bro's birthday. nothing interesting actually. it was just a normal celebration. but i enjoy the cake very much. delicious tau. okie. cut the crap!

yesterday, im working. as what? kendarat lerr for one day. i get to work with [♥]. gerek kaper! well, [♥] fetch me around 9.20am. and we walk to the place from my house. wondering why we walking? because, the ceremony was held at blk824. since we arrived early, we slacked and ate our breakfast. then we proceed to the place. so nyetnyet. 11am, start. so jyeah. i really had fun actually though it was tiring. but im glad that theres people entertain me. want to know who? hahax. they are from the kitchen crew. crazy oi!! they just love to disturb me. whenever i walk near the kitchen there. they start to whistle. pheeweett! crazy or what. hahax. they asked for my number and all. and if you think i gave my number to them. hell noo! instead, i show them my TONGUE. amek ko! huhuhu. but overall, fun. after our work has ended. me and [♥] had to carry some food back home. so, practically we were draging our feet home. no kidding. tiring much! slacked with [♥] for a while. and we head home. splendid much! but what the heck. there is 'kachingkachingkaching' in my pocket! lolz.

today is NENEL birthday!! clapclapclap. yeahh! my adorable kid. huhuhu. i thought of coming over to [♥]'s house to meet nenel. yet, i was too tired and lazy. saddening much. hmm. instead of that, i called [♥] and wished nenel on the phone. okie, adorable much! hehe.

for this part, its kind of emotional. up to you to read or not. if you don't wish to read. skip luhh yerr! big smile.

i don't know whats happening to me. i had been crying this few days. but yet, i had no one to turn to. i want to lay out my feelings. but it seems that there's no one i can count on. i mean it. people are busy with their own stuff. what else can i do but to just being alone, emotionally. hmm. i just not sure whats between [her] and [him]. gosh! i know they are bestfriend. but, what the hell. who am i to you then? you guys are so close that you left me behind like im somehow invisible. like hello! im here okie. [him] treat [her] so well. as though [her] is so special. not that i want to bitch or something. but, the least you could do is atleast pay attention to me. can't you? you leave me breathless in this world. how cruel can you be? [him] told [her] everything that goes on. while me? i should go and dig it then i know. its like omg! [him] can talk to [her] the whole night. while i can only talk to [him] for one pathetic hour. how great is that! if [her] need [him]. what do you think bout me? i also need [him]. but crazily. [her] got boify. why can't [her] turned to [her] boify instead of [him]. haiz. negative thought swimming through my head. what should i do. if only you knew.

** im not sure if im going to update my blog. if i dont. i want to wish

happy birthday to angah and couziie salman in advance.

let's do a countdown to my SWEET SIXTEEN.

9 more days!!

NiiNii3. if only you knew.