what should i say?

When i first saw you, i was afraid to meet you. When i first met you, i was afraid to hold you. When i first held you, i was afraid to kiss you. When i first kissed you, i was afraid to love you. Now that i love you, im afraid to lose you! iloveyou, bby.

let me tell you about my day with bby on our 6monthsary.

like i told you that we will be heading to ecp right. but nope. change plan since ibu and ayah reached home late. so instead of ecp, we went to wcp. reached there around 4pm. walk here and there. and we sat on a bench near the seaside. and guess what. we watched the sunset together. awww! sweet kn? hehehe. indeed! super romantic. and we had a photoshoot since i brought my camera along. funny. lots of picture was taken. so we walk to the bustop. bused and train home. in the train, i saw two butterfly. and their both butts were stuck together. bby had this dirty thinking that "youknowiknow" thing. pfftz. but it really stuck together. and when they walk. they walk together as in their butt still attached together. its just too amazing! but kinda creepy. and i got the feeling that, the butterfly is cacat. but masyaallah, its just too amazing. hopefully that butterfly is safe. because i ask bby to place it near the pole. where i was sited. to prevent humans from stepping it. big smile. then homesweethome. i had fun spending time with bby.

on wednesday and thursday, stayed at home. since i've been going out lately. its the best i stay at home. to prevent ibu and ayah nagging. hmm.

today, i got a dinner date with bby and family. omg! today marks the day im going to meet ayah bby. ohh gosh! scary man. i got butterfly in my stomach that makes me nervous. gosh! must put on my best behaviour. future father-in-law luhh kn. LAME! huhuhu.

pssts. sorry sis. i didnt get to attend your bbq party. soo sowie! iloveyou luhh sayang!

pssts. sorry ladies. i didnt get to follow you guyz for another outing. soo sowie! iloveyou luhh ladies!

NiiNii3. butterfly in my stomach