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Monday, February 8, 2010
no words can describe how im feeling hey-to-the-HOO! i guess not much changes in me. haiyaaa. i wonder. today was practically an emotional day?? i dont know. well, i can tell how many hours i put on a smile face. wait, is it a real smile or fake smile? not sure. hmm. first few hours of school hour, i was practically in good mood. but right after partner asked me a question. ohh! everything just change in just a snap. ohh-my-gahh. so, thats where it all started. tears rolling, moodless, non-stop daydreaming. and im not even paying my fullest attention in class. malay lesson is worst. the most emotional lesson ever. cikgu open up the jiwang songs. like pahit akan manis akhirnya and many more that i forgot. but paling membuat aku sakit hati lagi, budak budak nyanyi. its like more sad when they actually sang it. like feeling feeling gtuhh. goodness! more tears shed. its like a waterfall. i used up to 7 tissues in total. omg! but after malay lesson, i tried my very best to get back my mood up. manage to put up abit. atleast something. and guess what, major headache struck me. damn it luhh! did a survey and off to band practice. but i didnt play since im having a major headache. went off from band room around 4plus. i couldnt take it. the headache is killing me. reached home and rest for a few hours. and currently using lappy. eventhough i still have a little headache. great or what?  thanks alot classmates! they are being so caring towards me. well girls, i cant tell you people whats happening. not the right time. wait till im all calm and ready. i'll tell you people. i dont wish the same thing happen again. i dont want to shed anymore tears. its so fugly!! i know. so sorry. but i apprecaite your effort in trying to cheer me up. love you girls! and guys, thank you for being so caring towards me. eventhough you didnt literally care. but i can feel the presence of your spareness. get it?? okie. and thank you for trying to cheer me up. special thank you to partner. i can see that she's panic. lolz. and thankz ehk you. nyahahaha. special thank you to feeza for supplying me tissue. geehee. and special thank you to my pantats! thank you for being so caring. oops! i just tears infront of you. damn! no more tears, insyaallah. hee. iloveyou, peoples! currently missing my babyboy, [♥]. meet you real soon tauu. NiiNii3. somewhere i belong in your perfect world
2/08/2010 06:07:00 PM
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