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Monday, March 1, 2010
 this is all i want, this is all i need. a smooth silent and wonderful place is all i need to relax myself, my mind, my soul. but if its to harsh, i dont mind suicide. thats a WONDERFUL idea! DIE...! with or without me, is still the same. true? [together say "TRUE!"] if i were to be dead, everything will still go on the way it were. right? [together say "RIGHT!"] my day today was extraordinary. reason? dont know. well, everyone around me were so kind to atleast put a smile on my face. thats the reason why i love them. ohh yes! special thankiie to my ohh pantats! he didnt come to school. but yet, he make an effort to cheer myself up. successful for a few mins. and im off to my sadness. hahk. but still, you make an effort to it. it though. thankiee you very much! and another of my love ones is my partner. eventhough she havent knew the whole story. but atleast she knew what i've been through. and without fail, she comfort me with her cute voice. awww! hahk. but she's the best though. big smile. lesson has been such a ____. haiz. not fully paying attention today. my mind were not fully function today. goshh! recess time was rather an emotional one. stayed in class. and i swear i was tearing. classmates were so caring! geehee. texting. after school is the whole event. i mean the sweetest part. chatted with eeaa and shahlis. well, im sorry if i were to be emotional. and when they need to walk off, no choice but to stay alone in the canteen. my two 'ohh boyfriend', nas and shahrul, plus sharifah, were such a cute kids. they cheer me up. like seriously. they joke with me and all. ohh, much appreciated. i swear, they are the one who make my mood up. like seriously. thankiie kids! big smile. went for band practice. after band practice, went home. since not meeting bby. hmm. thats the whole story of my MONDAY blues. pffts. guess what? im not the only one in the sad situation. one of my loves is in sad situation too. well, im not sure whose situation is more saddening. but still, we're in sadding mood. jiwer luhh oii! cikgu diyana say "buat apa kita nak pikir kan orang tuhh sedang kan orang tuhh tak pikir pasal kita." so true. yet, .... haiz. edited! i swear, i look into the mirror. and i find myself having an ugly big BLACK puffy eyes! darn it for tearing day by day. geezz. NiiNii3. you didnt even bother. so, whats the use?
3/01/2010 07:38:00 PM
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