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ibu, dek nak kahwin! tak sanggup arh macam gini.

just so you know, im having a hard day today. seriously! many things happen today. but just so you know. today is more like a love day. love sini, love saner. abeh aini? where is the love? where is the love? haiz.

having a stomach cramp just now. period arh! grrr~ ouhk jyeah. today is farah's happiest day? maybe. happy giler oi tuhh anak. cakap aper? awww! i'll bring the pink paper for you tomorrow kie. ^^ hahk. cute tauu partner aku nie. nyahahaha. teringat pula i ngan boyfriend on our first day berkawan. awww! bie, u ingat tk? ingat tk kasut i? omg! ingat tak kiter main tic tac toe? ohh bby, much misses. isyk! ouhk jyeah. got back my malay and social studies paper. i passed my malay paper. but, its a bit disappointing luhh for my social studies. ohh man, can you give me 2 bonus mark or something? sheesh. pathetic nohh! 2more marks. grrr~ tomorrow going to get back geography paper. failure is a confirmation. standard, aini! hee.

this is the song that i've been replaying over and over again as im walking home today. im sad. 18days! haiz. if adam say "4jam dah macam 4 tahun". then, what about 18days? haiz. as i was on my way home. listening to this song. so the sudden, tears started to flow down my cheek. paisey sak! but i just couldnt help it. and theres one part. i was under the void deck. and fuck! im like few meters away from bumping into my ex and his friends. and he noticed me and start shouting my name. pfftz~ i quickly make a turn and instead of walking my usual road, i walk the longer way. you see, baby! i make a sacrifised not bumping into that rascal and choose a longer and danger road. because i knew you dont like it. my love is only for you alone. imissyou!

im patiently waiting for you. and i know you're missing me too. but lets wait for the day to come okie, bby! its just so hard to be away from you. yet, you're so near to my heart. even if we were yet to meet up for 18days. im sure, those 18days wont make a change in us. im sure it makes us more stronger. by this, im getting myself ready to lose you for your NS. but not going to make you leave so soon. bluwekz. ^^

aini nak ice-cream! aini nak peluk orang! aini nak meet baby! aini nak nangis! aini nak tissue, bleh?

to my sec5 peeps. sayang sayang, i didnt neglect you just because i got my girls. its just so hard for me to meet/seeing you in school. you guys are like busy man and woman. how can i disturb you guys just to ask you guys to entertain me. i dont wish to add your burden. but just so you know, i tak sombong and luper kawan. i sayang korang semua. sedih babe bile korang cakap gitu. i tak luper kawan! betol. haiz. try to think, whenever im with you. have you ever once entertain me fully? if not because of eeaa, im like a loner in between you people. haiz. its okie luhh kan. i tetap sayang korang luhh kie.

NiiNii3. you're far, yet so near.