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Sunday, June 27, 2010
to you, everything is all cleared now. i've elaborate to you yesterday. and knowing that we're no longer together. i bet im going to miss you. this is a no lie. and im sorry for all the things i've done towards you. knowing you after a year past. is really a no regret. but im sorry. i aint a girl for you. i dont understand you, i dont give you joy and happiness. and damn, i hurt you deeply. what more can i say. i really want to be there for you. but looking at you in this situation. its sucks! with my attitude and your attitude.. damn! it doesnt work things out. and you got things under control. you misunderstand the whole issue bout "the conversation". and i bet, its a turning point for myself, for you and for us. im not even sure if you could accept my apologies. but i trully dont hate you. in fact, i love you! im not even sure if we were able to meet again. but you're a wonderful man. for the min time, lets take a break. never knew if one day, we were able to get back again as one. insyaallah. i love you still. and i know you're reading this... do forgive me! im doing this for myself and for you. and all the memories we shared together. will still lies between our soul. and will always be remembered. may allah bless you. amin! im missing you here already. and ohh baby, don't forget to eat your meals. and do study hard, dear! its your last year. *i'll still wish amnie on every 1st of the month. to your family, sorry! for hurting you relative name, shahfulnizam. and knowing you as a family. its really wonderful. we may not be close. but getting along with you in a way. is trully amazing. having to know you is just a bless. im not even sure whats going to happen next. but im trully sorry for making your son/brother in such a situation. and i hope you wont erase our memories together. because my memories with you will still be remember. and i love you guys like my own family. and im going to miss you. im going to miss ibu, ayah, abg ijal, kak ika, ishah, dilla, nurul, sharul, wak kam and ofcorse, im going to miss my little monster, nenel. may allah bless you, people. amin! and kak ika, i know how much you want us to be together. but, may allah judge it all. we'll just go with the flow. and i love you, kak! all your advice and words, i appreciate it alot. we'll see how it goes, okie? i'll miss you all! and ohh, dilla.. do your very best on your Ns aitez. much love,
NiiNii3. 6/27/2010 09:40:00 PM
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