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Saturday, July 10, 2010
 baby jyl, im missing you here. how i wish you were there to be my listening ears and there to give me all sorts of advices when im in need. haiz. my life is in such a mess now. im not even sure how to handle it in a way. everything just so happened in such a way that i hate it so much. thought that i could just be myself without you. but the fact is that. im putting a mask every single day. never knew that things going to turn out this way. but, its a challenge that i should faced. every single day, without fail. i tend to reflect on what are the things that i've gone through. but i've never thought that im going to hurt you. its a crime that i can never be jailed at but i've been punished all along. ZeroNineZeroSevenOneZero; the day my Mr Soulmate got himself his ideal girl. im so happy for him. but the fact that he got one for himself. dont abandoned me, okie? promise? well, Mr Soulmate, which is ghai, is happily being accepted by the girl of his dream. damn, he's such a sweet guy and romantic tauu! he proposed his girl at the seaside, yesterday. jealous babe!! can you imagine? confirm member nervous habis. hahk. cute oii! listening to his story, its like a fairytale story. ibu, cari kan adek lelaki macam ghai!! ^^ Men always want to a woman's first LOVE - went out just now with kak for awhile. bought a few stuff for ourselves. trust me, we bought more of our foods than our clothing. hahk. and thanks kak. you forked out more of your money to pay for the food. best best best! hee. and after 4days of wearing bandage on my leg, i didnt wore it today for .... i dont know. lazy? okie. and walking for half an hour with kak. and damn, the pain just strike me back. the feeling is as thought there is a toothpick inside my leg. and whenever i want to walk. i can feel as thought theres a toothpick near to my bones that wish to come out. wait!! i dont know how to describe it. if you dont understand it, sorry yerr! hee. easy, its hurting me. okie done! i dont blame you for hurting me. im a bad ass girl that simply dont think bout other's feeling. im suit with that. im fine with it. the matter of me moving on or what. well, its complicated. i dont wish any of you to have this sorts of thinking. i know to you people. what a bitch! having to move on that fast. but, the real fact is that. i define my MOVE ON is letting my feeling for you to be vanished and not hoping for you anymore. but people just got things upside down. arent you? and bout me and ghai. no, i dont roll my number when im with you. but the fact is that when we're officially labelled as Ex-Lover. so, mind you for thinking that way. im not that typical kind of girl. and just so you know. i've never did anything that behind my parents eye. so, When You Blame On Others, You Give Up The Power To Change. and because of this, i've make ibu cried and stressed. im sorry ibu! as much as she love me, she did everything for me. and she placed me infront of her's. and for this, i would like you guys to drop this topic. and drop this kind of mindset towards me. i dont mind if you want criticize me. by all means. but remember, orang yang mengumpat itu sebernarnyer mengambil dosa sesorang insan itu. if you guys want to carry all my sins, by all means!! but just so you know, i dont wish to broke my friendship with him. its the matter of time. dont get things wrong. NiiNii3. im lost in the middle of the ocean with a knife in my hand.
7/10/2010 07:32:00 PM
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