Saturday, August 28, 2010

your Ms Shorty bitch.

yes, people! im short. the shortest in class. [4a2 '10] and yes, im shorter than you ever knew. im 1.46m!! how bout that? im not even 1.50m. and trust me, i've been getting negative feedbacks all this while. and if 'th' girl' want to say im short. i dont mind, i dont give a shit. i guess, im proud to say that. im happy that im short? yes, people acknowledge that im younger by looking at my height. im happy because i feel younger. but at the same time, im sad. but sometime, i hated myself for being short. i envy those hot and tall girls. but i never rejected allah's creation. how should i even?? =.= and please, every single humans have their own weakness. i maybe short and may not be growing anymore. [1.46m for 2years already!] but im glad that most of the people accepts me in being short. appreciate it alot!

i swear, this is not my first time encounter this negative feedback. i can handle it, no worries. its just that im sad. at the age of primary 1, then i knew that my growing rate is slower than everyone. and ForYourLittleInfo, back when i was in primary age. i've been getting calls from the doctor for appointment regarding my height. and it has been continuously happened for more than 3years. [if im not wrong] and for every meeting with the doctor. the doctor will say, "aini, you are one ordinary kid. your growing rate is slower than anyone. and for every year, you only grow 4cm. and sadly to say, your height will stop much earlier than anyone. do mentally and physically prepare for it. don't worry bout what people will say, this is what god had created you." sad to hear huh? nevermind. whatever it is, im happy with it.

today, no plans. staying at home. maybe going out with ibu later. my brothers getting a hair cut later. should i get a hair cut?? a trim, maybe? ohh, i dont know!! see how luhh ehk. tengok mood luhh yerr. hee. i nak buat henna nanti!! takder kejer luhh kan. ^^ see me with henna on my fingers, baby!

i dont know why, but i have the feeling that amnie cant be continued. dont ask me why. i, myself dont know. firasat i mengatakan yang amnie tak dapat balik semula. but i hope it isnt true. i just hope that am didnt get my replacement with a new love. *pray hard*

NiiNii3. do i stand the chance to be yours once again?

8/28/2010 03:53:00 PM

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