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i wonder why im so afraid losing you when you're not even mine? people say im being stupid for holding you back. am i? i dont think so baby. because you're everything to me. for the mistake you've made. i cant get reed of it of my mind. eventhough you're forgiven. tears will start rolling rolling. mind would play a fool by imagining shits. but i was hoping that things would turn better in future time. maybe, by giving you in, sacrifise would bring you happiness. i dont mind baby. i really dont. i swear you're wonderful. every girls will go crazy over you dear. arent you glad bout that? well baby, whatever decision you make. i'll respect you for it. even if its going to separate us apart. *wiping tears off* well, being with you is like a roller coaster. i get all excited at first. but as and when the ride start, i tend to feel like puking out. but you're there to calm me down. and the ride goes on and on. but the excitement of riding it, never fail to get me excited. even if i have ride it countless time. baby, i love you that much to give you the whole world. baby,

sheeqa : heyy dear. i dont think every guy would go crazy over me. seriously, they wont. why would they felt envy. i dont own precious stuff dear. yes, he have. but, ... haiz. i pon tak tauu luhh dear. hmm. thanks dear. if there's love, there hope. but if there's love, but no hope. how? amnie is sinking dear. amnie is down down down. we'll try to save amnie kie. insyaallah! amin.

guest : heyy! sweet kerr? haiz. i miss those days!! *crying* i may have leave. but nehh, i love him too much. its just too difficult for me to let him go. admire my personality? thank you. but thats the real me. i give the world to my love ones. even if it hurts me. i always placed others infront of me. but, ibu kept remind me not to give in to much to people or else they give face to you. instead, they give you shits and not appreciating you. but, i dont know luhh. im down down down. thank you anyway. big smile.